How terribly active her brain was! Pictures--it was all vivid pictures,
that awful visualisation of sorrow which, if it continues, breaks the
heart or wrests the mind from its sanity. If only she did not see! But
she did see Eglington and the Woman together, saw him look into her eyes,
take her hands, put his arm round her, draw her face to his! Her heart
seemed as if it must burst, her lips cried out. With a great effort of
the will she tried to hide from these agonies of the imagination, and
again she would approach those happy confines of sleep, which are the
only refuge to the lacerated heart; and then the weapon of time on the
mantelpiece would clash on the shield of the past, and she was wide awake
again. At last, in desperation, she got out of bed, hurried to the
fireplace, caught the little sharp-tongued recorder in a nervous grasp,
and stopped it.
As she was about to get into bed again, she saw a pile of letters lying
on the table near her pillow. In her agitation she had not noticed them,
and the devoted Heaver had not drawn her attention to them. Now,
however, with a strange premonition, she quickly glanced at the
envelopes. The last one of all was less aristocratic-looking than the
others; the paper of the envelope was of the poorest, and it had a
foreign look. She caught it up with an exclamation. The handwriting was
that of her cousin Lacey.
She got into bed with a mind suddenly swept into a new atmosphere, and
opened the flimsy cover.
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